anyways, in case you didn’t notice the title… i just graduated from college last March 24, 2012. yeah. that’s pretty much it.

i haven’t been doing much since, and i’m getting really bummed.. as in bored, and since that seems like an appropriate word because i am officially unemployed. aside from that, i have been avoiding a lot of… *thinking*… it’s non-specific. i have just been avoiding a lot- people, places, situations, emotions, even food, whatever.. you name it.

i know i’m going through a lot of stress, but i’m not so certain i’ve been well coping with it. it’s not that shallow.. if only i could tell you everything. *sigh* -_- my life’s a mess right now. yeah, i’m supposed to be happy and all.. but it’s just so hard to be these days.

i’m tired of reading my own life’s story so what i do is i keep reading a lot of books. i’ve read 4 books in this month only, and i’m currently reading two more. i’m getting tired of reality but turning to fictions doesn’t actually help. and from all this moping, i could only thank God for His Word.. because that’s what’s keeping me alive.

P.S you can check out the books i read/i’m currently reading from my Goodreads account.

i’m not so sure how’ll this turn out online.. i just wanted to let out what i’m feeling right now.  i’m kind of bothered… i know it’ll be wrong to say that i don’t know why. however, for me to feel bothered after so long a ‘situation’ happened, is just so unusual of me. and so, i’m even more bothered. i’m going crazy.. my mind’s starting to become random, and i want to say a lot of random stuff. stuff like, ‘i think i have TRUST issues..’ and many more issues i’m finding out lately.. because lately, i’ve been acting like i don’t care, but the truth is i’m deeply affected.. i just don’t know how to appropriately act against the ’situation’. and now……….. I’M GOING CRAZEH, BEYBEH! @_@

it’s real hard for me because it’s a CREATIVE PAPER! i’ve never made one in the span of my almost 21 years of existence. T____T it’s hard for me to be scholarly and creative at the same time. i’m not the kind of person who’s artsy, you know. i just cannot see how i can make something scholarly and creative, as in artsy, at the same time. i know i’m kind of good at making poems but.. JUST HOW CAN I MAKE RHYMES WITH SCHOLARLY STUFF?! X| this is killing my brain, and overwhelming my heart. if i lean too much on my intellectual side, my creative paper would be dull. in short, it might sound like a textbook. on the other hand, if i do with my emotional side, it might not sound logical or sensible- just expressions with no real meanings.

i’ll have to stop doing this, and start praying to God for help…

P.S i might post an update about this.. a poem or whatever artsy i eventually will produce.

i can’t believe it’s already February… there’s only more than a month left until my graduation. AND, i’m not at all excited about it. it’s freakishly hard to move on when the place you left your comfort zone for, in time, turns into a comfort zone. because of this, i get crazy thinking about my future. and yeah, that sucks out all the excitement.

anyways, that’s all i can share for now. i’m quite busy again because of back-to-back school activities and we’re having our midterm exams this week. i’ve been spending a lot of time reading e/books because of Goodreads though. (add me up!)

i’m pretty certain someone’s quite gleeful because tomorrow’s a holiday and i’m stuck RIGHT NOW here at the dorm…
WELL.. LAUGH AS MUCH AS SHE CAN ‘CAUSE I’M GOING TO ICE SKATE ‘TIL I DIE TOMORROW!!! (dances to Moves Like Jagger)
i thought SMS blogging wouldn’t be this useful to me, but it was because i decided not to bring my laptop here. i thank God i can send as much as i want to Posterous via tweetitow since my cellphone load is postpaid.
i can’t wait for tomorrow! WHOO~ (^o^)/

i used Posterous (has ‘autoposting’ services to many other sites) to update via SMS thru @tweetitow service.
do check out the sites to do the same.

the tweetitow SMS service is only available in the Philippines. ]]> http://hoochoo.chiburger.com/?feed=rss2&p=247 0 http://hoochoo.chiburger.com/?p=241 http://hoochoo.chiburger.com/?p=241#comments Thu, 29 Dec 2011 11:56:09 +0000 Katie http://hoochoo.chiburger.com/?p=241 1. do you suspect that i like shouting since i use a lot of exclamation marks!?

2. did you know that NBA player, Ron Artest has changed his name to METTA WORLD PEACE? wth does that mean?!

3. is cheese POWDER [like the one used on popcorn] considered a dairy product?

4. don’t you think it’s just unfair that smiling could be faked while winking couldn’t be? X|

5. why do we have to put a preposition after certain words if the opposite of the preposition wouldn’t make sense anyways? (e.g “cheer up” and “calm down” makes sense; “cheer down” and “calm up”, the heck, does not!)

6. if evolution is real, then for so long the existence, wouldn’t that make every living thing morph into something to help it survive, and man and animals would then have a vast variety of other kinds of species? just think about flying humans, or underwater humans? what about flying sharks? i guess.. many would have died already. o_0

7. srsly, wht f thr wr n vwls n th lphbt? do you understand this? xD

8. is the INTERNET a necessity for you?

9. what if numbers were like words and you could just invent one? and how would you call it? mine would be “hm”. i don’t know how it would look like.. but it’s MY number before zero. counting would be like, “hm.. 0, 1, 2, 3.. etc.”

10. what’s your random question?

that’s all folks.

it’s been so freaking long since i last blogged. well.. actually, my blog died. kind of. i think the more appropriate term was that it went into coma. and then Chiui, my dear bestfriend and host, got to restore [/revive] it. :> aside from the dying, i also got too busy about a lot of stuff. oh and another reason why i barely blogged [of course, before the dying], i got myself a journal. it was much updated than this blog even though i didn’t get to daily write entries. it’s weird how i find the time to do certain things and not find time to do the others, like my blogging. that’s one of the things i can never figure out about myself.

i’m not really planning on making this a long one, and yet i’m really bored.. you know, waiting for the 25th. it’s family tradition that we wait for the 25th [12AM]. we don’t sleep because as the clock strikes 12, we do our gift-giving. and then, we eat lots of food as if there’s no tomorrow. i have nothing more to do online and i’m really not motivated to keep on checking on my facebook account. at times, facebook seems to be getting boring. i mean, you just watch the feed and read off people’s whereabouts and whatever stuff they’re doing, of which you’re really not amused by. what sucks the most is when you have the feeling that you’re obliged to like a friend’s post since your name was tagged. especially awkward when you’re not really that close to them. i don’t know why, but sometimes i’m just not happy about it.

anyway, i’m just happy and thankful that again i have something more meaningful to do over the net than just check on my facebook and twitter accounts. lately, i have only been using my laptop for torrent downloads and for sending emails. checking on facebook became routine for me… it was extremely making me BORED and LAZY. i’m sorry i’m saying these things, i honestly have nothing much to say at the moment. just here… letting that hang there. just.. typing my heart out. *sighs*

my last post was on the 25th of December last year.. i can’t believe how fast time has flown by. again, the year’s about to end. also, my college years’ about to end. reading from my old posts makes me wanna cry a little. i can’t believe i’m about to finish my degree. however, i just can’t understand myself. how much busy was i during those days?? O.o i can’t seem to remember the stuff which i’ve been doing back then. weird.

really, i don’t have much to say and i’m not planning on making this post real long… but i feel like i have not spoken for days, that i just have to type whatever. it has been so long, and i missed this. i missed typing a lot of words. you know, not for a school paper, but words describing my thoughts and feelings which are not ACADEMIC! it feels so nice to be able to make a blog post again. I’M SO HAPPY I’M GONNA DIE.

i have nothing else [blogging-bliss-related] to say. so… here’s my CHRISTMAS WISHLIST! WHOOOO! (^0^)/

1. stuff from ARTWORK, my favorite Philippine clothing brand.

2. a new bag

3. a new pair of slippers

4. another wristwatch from Link (they’re tied up to ARTWORK)

5. i kinda want another hoodie

that is all. i feel hungry again. i guess, i should go eat again and drink coffee. hmmm…

i hope to blog more after HOOCHOO was given a second chance to exist. i will be giving more updates.. maybe i’ll post some of my written journal entries and also, post more entries which have pictures on them. also, i’ll try to find time for my HPSI or How People Say It posts. i loved doing those posts. or maybe give HOOCHOO a makeover? :>

HAVE A VERY BLESSED CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!!!

anyway, yesterday was a fun-filled day… and of course, today will also be.

i just wanted to make a quick post to greet you all with a BLESSED HOLIDAYS!

i really need to go now and take a bath, before my dad gets even more angry. XDDDD

okay… so that was kinda lazy. well, yes.. it was.

anyway, as i have said, i wanted to blog frequently than i used to. unfortunately, i pretty much did nothing today [kinda].
for most of the day, i just slept and watched t.v. i woke up at around 10:30 AM and ate breakfast at 11:00 AM. i did not eat lunch, and then i wrapped gifts. then, i think i slept again at around 4:00 PM, and woke up at almost 6:00 PM. after which, i took a bath. ate dinner. washed the dishes, and watched t.v after. then, i remembered i wanted to go online. so, i did. now, that i was online, i didn’t immediately think of blogging because i checked out a video from youtube. but then again, i remembered i wanted to blog more often, especially during these holidays. am i not making any sense? just felt i needed to ask because it’s like i went back to the first sentence of the paragraph. XD

but before all that, i had to look for GD and TOP’s [from Korean idol group, BIGBANG] new songs. i really like those two among all the other members, so i decided to download their two songs. wait… i’m feeling a bit cold. imma gone grab my jacket ……………………………………………………………………… okay. after that, i was thinking of blogging about everything that has happened yesterday because it was a pretty long day. i thought not to, but yesterday was great, and i was out of the house for almost until the end of the day. yeah, and i’m not joking. i got up at 9:30 AM, played a bit of basketball with my middle bro… I’M CUTTING THIS FOR A SHORT WHILE, FOR OTHER’S INFO

**when i say, “big bro”, i’m referring to my eldest brother. and when i say, “middle bro”, he’s the second older brother. aight? **

going back to the story, after playing b-ball, i took a bath to get ready for a date at the mall with some of my best girls from the school. i met and ate lunch with them, hanged out for until 4:00 PM. then, i stayed at the mall for a while to buy some gifts. i went home and arrived at around 5:30. even though i was a bit tired, i decided not to rest, and i tried the brand new WOW Videoke my big bro won from his office’s Christmas party raffle. i love it so much that i hate it. it gets addicting, you know. though you’re not a very good singer, the mic makes you feel good about yourself. i don’t know… it’s weird. o_o

so after that, we ate dinner and then the family, except for big bro, took off to Kalookan to distribute gifts from the church for the children who participates at mom and dad’s Bible study. we went there, had fun but did not stay for too long. on our way home, my dad made my mom cash out. he was excited for it. we went back on our way home…. AND MOM GAVE EACH OF US, CAAAAAAAAASSHH. oh yeah, she did! *woot* then, middle bro, suddenly wanted to go to the mall and spend that cash.. and mom and dad agreed. sadly, big bro wasn’t there, and he didn’t wanna go because he got tired. so, we went to the mall at 10:00 PM. due to holiday season, the mall’s schedules have been turned up a notch until 12 AM. there, we bought stuff, and before even coming home, they decided we eat at McDonald’s. during all those times, i was really thinking about blogging.. but there was no time. we got home at exactly 12:45 AM. of course, i was tired as a slaughtered meat. -_-

yesterday was really tiring, but today, i’m just a doldrum-mer. i was almost lazy about everything i did. i’m glad i got the motivation to do this. well of course, i couldn’t sleep just yet. ALL I DID TODAY WAS SLEEP!

P.S: my spam comment of the day is, “Do not judge a tree by it’s bark.” XDDDDD