for some reason i just can’t think of a better title, so i typed in a girly one.

honestly, summer isn’t love at all. summer is the death of me. yes, you heard [read] that right. the DEATH OF ME! i’ve been sighing for so many times since i started typing, and i just can’t stop it. i’m thinking about so many things, happenings, events that are all coming so fast. they’re all making me nervous and a bit sad. btw, our school’s academic year ends tomorrow as this it’s Graduation Day. here are the details…

first of all, the Bicol thang isn’t gonna happen anymore. X( the first time this bad news hit my ears, i was already furious. yeah! i had my FIERCE FACE switched on. it made me real upset to our school’s Administration. they said Bicol was too far a place to go for a group of students with only one school staff as a chaperon.. but they permitted another team to go to Mindoro! which is quite far too! *sigh* that, i didn’t understand from the Admin. i was confident they’ll let us go to Bicol, since they knew our contact. furthermore, we’ve been INTO all the preparations for the mission trip at Bicol. even the church’s pastor (from Bicol), went to the school to talk with us. it’s just so embarrassing to him, and to our contact, to say that the trip on the 15th of March will be canceled. it broke my heart. :(  anyway, my fierce face was switched off, given that it was the Admin. who decided, and we can’t do anything about that even though we tried talking to our org.’s adviser. instead of going to Bicol, we were [actually unaware] that they had transfered us to Batangas. that’s the reason i’m quite sad about, because i’m almost always going to Batangas during summer vacation. IKR! when will i be able to go somewhere really far away from Metro Manila?! well, *sigh* i eventually accepted the disappointing fact. haha.

second, aside for a week of stay in Batangas, i’ll be spending most of my summer vacation at the school! WEE. YEY. i really need to take this one subject because it’s only offered during summer, and i’ll be on my third college year this coming school year, and to take it before my fourth year would be really awkward. haha. i will also be taking Statistics this summer given that Math is a hard subject to take along with your major subjects. and because many upperclassmen are advising me to do so. the staff says that the summer classes would end on May 14, which leaves me with only three weeks before school year 2010-2011 starts. BUMMER!