MAN! I JUST FEEL LIKE DYING TODAY!!!!!!!!!! X( WHY THE HECK DOES THIS LIFE SUCKS?! well, maybe at this time only… oh man, i’m feeling so sad right now. :’( God, i’m so sorry… T.T *sobs* i’m just wishing everything about my life becomes alright, only be with the ones i love, be able to do what i’m supposed to do, JUST EVERYTHING TO BE ALRIGHT! X( i’m really upset! angry! sad! i want to explode and fade out! AAAARRRRGGGGG!!

ok, i’m already quite fine; better expressing than not…. T_T

i am alright, really.. i promise… stab my heart, and hope to die (/wrist)