i have noticed [just now!] that i never talk about my love for K-pop/Korean pop. i don’t really know what to talk about it right now though. i don’t know… i just realized.

maybe it’s time for people to know how K-pop is an essential part of my life. OH YES! MY LIFE, I’M SAYING! ever since Chiui, my almost-Korean bestfriend, got addicted to Korean language and started listenin’ to their music to learn even more, and passed that addiction to me to also learn even more, we begun liking the distinct genre itself. we first had the motive to just improve our knowledge of the language, and then started crushing on the handsome idols, and admiring even the beautiful and sexy ones, watching their music videos, then getting to know them [the members], and then progressed into downloading– not only songs, but ALBUMS! even trying to watch K-shows where our favorite idol groups perform, or even guest starred. THE ADDICTION HAS GONE CRAZY. AND CRAZIER! up until now, we keep ourselves updated of the latest K-songs. i know the latest of their songs more than i know of the western and [sad to say] of Filipino-made songs. I LOVE ‘EM! <3<3<3

we cannot stop the downloading. i don’t know how to, i keep downloading to get my playlist updated.  they may have almost the same lyrics or lines at times, but every song’s catchy to me… the genre (pop, ballad, hiphop, r&b, etc.) doesn’t really matter as long as it’s pleasing to my ears. i may not understand [by myself] all of the Korean lyrics, i still love listening to them. for since the time i was almost never online, all i did was to listen to my K-pop playlist. the songs make me happy even beyond the fact that i couldn’t go online.

well, that’s all.

all i can say for now is that… 난 정말은 K-pop의 팬이예요!

aagh… just use google translate.

heya peeps! i’ve been out for too long, and to be honest, i don’t really know why i can’t find time to update.

anyway, at least [for now] i had the chance to make a quick one. school has kept me real busy these days, i have this really unlikely schedule for a college student. i can’t talk about it right now though… i’m afraid if i do so, it might turn into a rant, and that won’t make this a quick update.
i wanted to tell you all how much i’m learning- not only academically, but even more, spiritually [of course, as a Christian]. God has been teaching me a lot about everything since the start of the school year.. and that makes me joyful, not merely happy.

first of all, i’d like to say that i don’t like DOUBLE NEGATIVES because I LOVE ‘EM! HAHA!

AIN’T… it’s not even a word. it’s a slang. it’s not even in dictionaries. and i don’t really know why i’m saying these things… i suddenly had an urge to blog.

there are things, okay..  people, who at some times annoy me, but i don’t hate them. sometimes i get annoyed and it’s because i have bad feelings about their decisions and with the way they do with their lives, and what’s to happen to them in the long run. i’m annoyed because they don’t care to listen and understand what i’m trying to warn or to remind them. they don’t listen, and i’m just trying to protect them. and when they get to the point or situation where i was before or am still in, and see them regret or frustrated, i get hurt too.

so here’s the actual reason behind that previous paragraph…

i’m annoyed by one of my nieces. yes, this isn’t just a common annoying-kid situation. she’s about 11 or 12 years old, and she’s starting to get “addicted” to the INTERNET. in such early age, i don’t want her to have the same life that i have. and even the same problems and mistakes that i encounter. she has an FB account, a Twitter account, a Plurk account (i didn’t even bother adding her anymore)… and she’s spending and trying to spend even more of her time just to check on these accounts. i’m quite sure she hasn’t made online friends yet though. anyway, what’s really annoying me right NOW, is that she wants to update her Twitter via her mobile phone, and she wants me to tell her how to. AND I DIDN’T WANT TO! it’s not that i don’t want her to enjoy, not that i’m being selfish and all…  it’s just that she’s only seeing the good and happy side of having an active internet-life, and not the bad and distracting and at times destructive side of it. yes, having an active internet-life is enjoyable, of course everyone will agree with that, there’s just this thin line to getting the addiction… and i don’t want her to get addicted to internet at this time of her life. she’s still too young, not yet even a high school student! i got addicted to internet not until my 3rd high school year (though by then it was still dial-up days, but even so!) moreover, she doesn’t have a PC, which may lead to her spending so much money for computer rentals, and she may end up like me, who instead of doing her assignment even major requirements/ projects, gets distracted and resort to cramming the night before deadlines.  knowing that she’s quite intelligent, i don’t want her to go through those kind of times. also, she shouldn’t be copying us, who have very little time socializing personally, yet have so many friends from social networking sites which sounds illogical and ironic. i and my two older brothers are guilty for setting an example to her, but starting today, i will not help her be addicted to an over-active-internet-life like mine. considering her family, i believe this kind of lifestyle should not fit her.

i still don’t know how to say my explanation to her in a nice way, but i hope when the time comes, i’m not too late.

MAN! I JUST FEEL LIKE DYING TODAY!!!!!!!!!! X( WHY THE HECK DOES THIS LIFE SUCKS?! well, maybe at this time only… oh man, i’m feeling so sad right now. :’( God, i’m so sorry… T.T *sobs* i’m just wishing everything about my life becomes alright, only be with the ones i love, be able to do what i’m supposed to do, JUST EVERYTHING TO BE ALRIGHT! X( i’m really upset! angry! sad! i want to explode and fade out! AAAARRRRGGGGG!!

ok, i’m already quite fine; better expressing than not…. T_T

i am alright, really.. i promise… stab my heart, and hope to die (/wrist)

to start with and to keep you from getting confused… this is a random post. no particular story i’d like to tell; i’ll be talking about many things like i’m talking nonstop. God bless you.

first of, i really wanted to share how OSM the experience i had when i was at Manalupang, Batangas. fyi, it was the missionary trip i was talking about from my previous post; a first time experience i will never ever forget. i’ve learned so much, and can truly say that the trip was life-changing. our team did a job well done! not only did we help the church, we also had so much fun with all the sight-seeing and our last day treat to the beach. here are some pictures…

the sea from mountaintop view.

the sea *agian*...

the following show the place where we had our swimming treat. that was at Loc-Loc, still in Batangas. the place was also know as Crocodile Islands. we had so much fun and SUNBURN. XD my face was extremely burning and colored RED the next 2 days, after swimming. Note: we didn’t have sunblock on, and we swam from 7 AM until 12 PM.

crocodile islands!

my summer love didn’t end there and then! after a week (March 23-29), another OSM week was to start again. Tuesday (March 30), i, together with Chiui’s siblings and mine, and my other relatives, and some others… *this is taking too long..* well, if i put each of their names you know what.. anyway, we went to Enchanted Kingdom. the really OSM theme park at Sta. Rosa, Laguna.

i got this from whoever in the www... heeheehee

oh and btw, thanks to Chiui’s family for taking us there. we were so blessed that there weren’t as many people as they usually have. i’m really happy! it was so funny because we had to get up so early that day, i woke up at 3 AM.. and we arrived at Sta. Rosa at about 9 AM thinking that we could get in the park at exactly 10 AM (the usual time). BUT THEN! when time came that we went to the entrance and asked the security guard, he said that, “the theme park opens at 2PM, starting April until June.” and then, we were all, “AAWWW…”. it was quite lame at first, but we didn’t let ourselves down, and the waiting time wilL NOT KEEP US FROM RIDING ALL THE COOL RIDES AT ENCHANTED KINGDOM!!!! oh yeah! rock on! m/

so after that, we waited at the nearby “mall” where we spent almost 2 hours at the arcade to play and sing with the karaoke. lunch time came, we ate then waited an hour and went back to EK. we came and saw that people were already standing on the lines waiting for the EK-people to finally open the entrances. it was 2 PM and the we can hear the enchanting no, not really music from the inside of the park, and we already have tickets, waiting at the line, and then just right before they opened the entrances, THE EK-PEOPLE HAD TO DANCE, WHATEVER ROUTINE THEY HAD BEFORE PEOPLE COULD GET IN THE PARK. they look so funny, because it seemed like that was their most hated part of their jobs. HAHA! :)) so we came in, we fisrt went to 4D, the IMAX-like theater where we watched and felt The Journey to the Center of the Earth. yes, you can feel it, whenever there’s a part where water’s splashing or wind blowing, or the grounds shaking, and whatever else was that thing they used for the plants. it was ok, that was my first time also. actually, a lot of what happened were first time experiences. after that, we went to the bump cars, wait.. am i getting this right?! whatever, anyways, we rode that too. then, we rode the Flying Fiesta. that wasn’t my first time though. WEE! I CAN STILL FEEL THE WIND….

that's us!

(btw, these pictures are from Chiui’s facebook. :D)

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!

and then to the thrilling ride, Anchors Away. we actually rode it for 3 times. it was EXHILARATING! *woot!* we had so much fun, laughing at my crying little cousin. heeheehee. and the fact that we’re trying not to get dizzy and all, and that we split into 2 groups of 5 and sat at both ends of the ride.

that was the first time, we weren't at both ends.

we wanted to ride the big roller coaster next, but it wasn’t opened yet. so instead, we rode the small one first, the Roller Skaters. and then we rode the ferris-wheel.

got this again, from wherever in the www. >:)

i don’t wanna post a picture of the ferris-wheel, i feel lazy about it. while on the ferris-wheel, we saw, no.. actually, we heard that the bigger roller coaster was already opened! AAAK! i’ve been waiting for soooo long to ride that coaster, the Space Shuttle. >_> i, Chiui, my big bro, Jeram, and our friend, Charlie were the only ones who rode the roller coaster for 2 more times later before dinner time. the others said they were already tired, and that it was almost dinner and they might barf. BUT I HAD FUN!!! the last time we rode the Space Shuttle, we almost perfected the part where they take your picture after the first loop. all 4 of us were smiling, but sadly, Chiui’s face got covered by her hair, so we didn’t bought the picture. but no, i didn’t regret that. yet, it was all so fun and funny. there was so many funny memories made, they will definitely be never forgotten.

the Space Shuttle. (got this from whoever again.)

we also rode the Rio Grande Rapids, the ride where you get to be really wet. and we also went to the old un-4d theater, Rialto. the rocking chairs at Rialto, and the “film”, Speed Racer, made me even more dizzy than Space Shuttle did. it was so fun and tiring, we were about to go home, but still, our group (the ones who didn’t commute) had to stop at some place called, Nuvali. it was a really nice place… and we are really tired… so we came home at about 11 PM. i’d like to go back to Nuvali if i had the chance though.

STILL, MY SUMMER LOVE DIDN’T END THERE AND THEN!!! XD well, actually.. the next day, was quite of a rest day. heehee. BUT! on Thursday *really* early morning, we left for our church outing to Batangas. yey! i went to Batangas again! we left Cavite a little past 3 AM, and went our way to Calatagan, Batangas; we stayed there until Saturday morning. we were 6 families all scrunched up in 4 vans. the place wasn’t all so nice, and yet you will really appreciate God’s greatness with all the weird and amazing sea creatures you will find, and the beautiful corals you will see when the sea hits low tide at about 3 or 4 PM. the place was still reflection-worthy. we had time to reflect and to pour out and share problems and unknown feelings, even secrets to our friends. i really thank God for all that happened in the past week.

many things are yet to happen this summer of mine, every event wouldn’t all be so nice for me, but i’ll try to make really unforgettable memories out of them. btw, my summer classes have started today. yeah.. the not-so-nice-part of my summer started. as i have said from my previous post, the classes would end on May 14, and that would mean that i would only have about 2 or weeks left of vacation before the next school year begins. it’s quite lame, but i’m realizing and remembering that i’ll be on my junior year on the coming school year. that would mean that my other big bro’s already graduating, and the next [school year] would be me! *WOOT! WOOT!* i’ve got events to attend for the next 2 weeks of April, they’re really exciting, but there’s one other thing that i don’t even want to come to…. *tears* you probably know, if you know that Chiui of Chiburger.com is my bestfriend, and their family’s about to migrate (or immigrate?) to Canada… and that  means that we won’t be seeing each other until who knows when. uh-huh, you can say i’m sad, true, BUT I’M ALSO HAPPY FOR THEM. OH MY, I EXPOSED MYSELF! :O

i’ve got so much left to say… emotions burning inside of me, secrets to tell NAH!, unfortunately, there’s just so little time, and i’m really tired. i think i have been typing for almost 2 or 3 hours already, and i still have school tomorrow, and i honestly, really am tired. i hope to blog even more.

P.S.: i really do not think this was a random post, oh and btw, i bought a new book. :>

third, *sigh* i’m supposed to be happy about it. but, it sure makes me sad. hmmm… *sigh* it’s a secret! *grinning* i’ll eventually blog about it. not right now, i’m not yet ready. emo much? HAHA.

that’s all for now.

it’s been so long (again) since i last posted. anyway, if you’re guessing i’m still quite busy.. well, you’re right! actually, right now, my busyness has been lessened since i have finished most of my academic responsibilities. AND! there are only two more weeks (March 1 - 5, 8 - 13) and our school days are already over. is my school finishing the school days that early?? mmhmm… i’m not quite sure about that. stating that fact, i’m not as excited for the summer vacation unlike last year *remember my dream-came-true birthday: the laptop?*, since i’m going to attend summer classes. they say it would start on March 29. however, i’m doubting it considering the Holy Week (public holiday) will start on the last week of March… according to my Dad. it’s not that i don’t believe him, it’s just that…. AAAAGH.. never mind. i’m all right with the date thinking that it will also end sooner, maybe only until the first or second week of May.

oh! and by the way, i’m going on a missionary trip on March 14 - 22!!! i’m so excited! my schoolmates and i are going to Caramoan, Bicol. it’s a lovely place. :D~ my, oh my! white sand beaches! BUT, we’re not going there for a vacation. we’re gonna get busy, actually. we are there to help a church do some activities that will hopefully further help in the church’s growth. this is one of what’s making me excited for summer.

i was absent, yeeaaah.. and you know that already, AND I’M SHOWING YOU A PICTURE! this made me laugh really hard!
LMAO.

notice the name of the author who commented. HAHAHAHAHA! I’M NOT EVEN A GUY! XD i’ve had about 107 or 127 spam comments (as far as i can remember) from not checking for so long.

well, that’s all for now! i will try to blog more this summer.

i’m absent again.. for soooooo long! anyway, there’s been something which is the sole reason why i’m *painfully* saying that i’m trying not to blog these days. :(( there’s this subject at school where i have to make manuscripts, and it is getting a bit difficult for me because when i’m typing, and my mind thinks like i’m blogging… which is a whole different thing from making manuscripts. i just can’t compose and type in the manner of blogging. blogposts are for reading and manuscripts are meant to be heard from the person who, at least, tried memorizing it. they’re like scripts from plays, they’re meant to be heard from the actor. got it? got what i’m trying to say here?? so, that’s the freakin’ reason why i haven’t been blogging for a while.

as usual, i’m still very busy. and instead of blogging, i’ve been currently updating my twitter account, you can follow me there. i have been quite active from updating it. i hope to blog more if ever i can. i miss bloghopping BIG TIME!

hi guys! missed you a lot. i’ll sum up everything before i go into the details… I AM SOOOO BUSY.

first of all, since the time i had my laptop at the dorm, my brother (who’s at the same school.. and dorm building- TO BE EXACT!), is the one who’s benefiting much. he has a lot of papers or requirements to accomplish and he’s the one who is putting my laptop into good and meaningful use.. while i spend my free time on other things, and i sort of feel hesitant of using my laptop for internet on vacancies, and because my brother’s requirements are obviously more urgent than my updating of my internet life. well, i guess i just can’t be selfish even if i have the right to be selfish, thinking of the fact that i’m the one who paid for its registration (electricity use/battery charging) at the dorm. i just can’t be selfish, i cannot do it, i let him borrow and when i remember the registration fee, i remind him, i get kinda upset… and yet, i still become generous. i don’t know why, but laptops have become somewhat part of the students’ necessities at our school. everyone’s been trying to have one. should i blame the professors for demanding typewritten requirements? whatever, i’m confused. should i care much, now that i have a laptop? ………… so, the bottom line is, my brother was using my laptop at the dorm, more than i did.

aside from that very long explanation, i’ve been busy with academic responsibilities and extracurricular activities. last 2 weeks (Sept. 14 - 20) was our school’s week-long foundation celebration. we had no classes, and i did no schoolwork, for there is no possible time for me (and everyone else!) to do so. the schedule of the programs for the whole week is very much fixed and tight, and all the students’ accomplishing of requirements are put on hold. even the library’s closed. and we were prohibited from sleeping during free time, we had to help in our batch’s booth. at least, on that part i had much fun from eating and selling siomai (dumplings). plus the time to bond with my beloved batchmates. and then the week after that, we were back on the academic track, which was kind of shocking.. sort of like a culture-shock. you know, you just got off from a non-academic week to a 2nd-to-the-last-week-before-finals week. and we had to catch up with some subjects and requirements. that was just last week, right? gosh, whenever i think about all this stuff, i feel really tired. anyway, there’s this other thing that made me loose myself, but i can’t tell you guys right now. it’s about the organization i am with. there are plenty of stuff that i can’t just share with y’all because you won’t understand if you haven’t been to or you don’t know our school. it’s just very hard to explain things, it would take me hours to type the whole thing. so… that’s what happened last 2 weeks.

WAIT! THERE’S MORE!! i and every Filipino will never EVER forget about last Saturday. yes, if you’re from abroad and you’ve heard about it, it’s about the typhoon, that crushed Metro Manila. from the Philippines the typhoon was named Ondoy. quite a weird name, isn’t it? well, if you’ve seen videos and pictures here on the internet, you must have been shocked, for how much damage it caused. you can watch a lot of videos from youtube. i for one made one. i recorded a short clip of the flood just outside our home, which at the same time that our home was flooded inside. here’s the video.

by the way, our home is already cleaned since Sunday, but if you want to see pictures, you’ll have to add me as a friend on Facebook. and in case, you’re wondering why i blogged today… we have no classes for a week! yes, it’s quite a joy, but not for everyone… there are still many people who are left with nothing or no one because of typhoon Ondoy. we’ll have to pray for them. people are needing relief goods, and probably are worrying about different things like, where should they live now that their homes are all washed away by the flood, or where should they get the money to bury their dead family members/relatives. it’s really saddening. i am not liking watching the t.v for the latest news because the networks are interviewing the typhoon victims, and they’re all tearjerkers. i hope you, who have read this, will help even in prayers. thanks! i hope everything’s quite fine after this week.

Winner is killing me softly. He loves September, yet today is August, and tomorrow is still August, but yesterday was August and the day after tomorrow will still be August. Amagash. Amagash.

Wouldn’t you rather be a WINNER or a divorcee? Minutes pass and people die strangely due to ice creams. Can this be it?  Tell me.. TELL ME! Am I not important? WEE! text me, text me!

I cry a million tons of sea, i sip them all up too. then i cry again, my nostrils flare in colors of green and yellow. mmmm.. yummy.

Why winner, why? why September? Is it because of the leaves that turn yellow in winter. they shiver  and grow weary, they stumble and they fall. one thing’s for sure: one thing is for sure.

I LOVE YOU, WINNER. but you don’t love me. WAIT! STOP! LOOK AND LISTEN! I’m talking to you Winner. don’t turn your back on him. don’t you know me? who am I?! who’s August? who’s September… and who are YOU?! you really don’t care, you are not concerned. i hope you’re happy with the new YOU.

Please… bear with me. I’m a bear. I’m with Pooh. yet, he is confusing. is his name Winnie or Pooh? or Winner? NO! Winner is the man. help me.. please. or are you Winner the Pooh? are you related? ‘cause we’re not.

September is not Winner’s. It’s mine. Stop owning hmer (him-her). Just own me instead. don’t mind what people may think… especially Pooh’s opinions. 내가, 내가. B I U A A. you know that? good. i am about to end this conversation, and maybe kill myself.

Come with me. let’s party like rockstars, raise your left eyebrow and then bob your head. who’s bob? is it SpongeBob or Bob the Builder? do you know BatBob, or SpiderBob? Bobberman? oh well, never mind.

I’m feeling strange right now, I’m loosing blood… from everywhere. I HATE YOU, Winner. NOOO! I’M DROWNING.. *gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble..* LUMOS!

this is another mind collaboration with my ever weirdest brother, Jeram and my ever weirder bestfriend, Chiui. i can definitely say that this August would be my random-est August ever. i will be publishing more random posts for the next Sundays of this month… of course, all of which are mind collaborated with the 2 weirdos. upon making the next posts, we will be assigning color codings to which line was said by whom. get it? i will definitely go for maroon, and probably Chiui will go for green, and my brother will choose pink. NAH! just kidding. happy RANDOM AUGUST!