it’s been so long (again) since i last posted. anyway, if you’re guessing i’m still quite busy.. well, you’re right! actually, right now, my busyness has been lessened since i have finished most of my academic responsibilities. AND! there are only two more weeks (March 1 - 5, 8 - 13) and our school days are already over. is my school finishing the school days that early?? mmhmm… i’m not quite sure about that. stating that fact, i’m not as excited for the summer vacation unlike last year *remember my dream-came-true birthday: the laptop?*, since i’m going to attend summer classes. they say it would start on March 29. however, i’m doubting it considering the Holy Week (public holiday) will start on the last week of March… according to my Dad. it’s not that i don’t believe him, it’s just that…. AAAAGH.. never mind. i’m all right with the date thinking that it will also end sooner, maybe only until the first or second week of May.
oh! and by the way, i’m going on a missionary trip on March 14 - 22!!! i’m so excited! my schoolmates and i are going to Caramoan, Bicol. it’s a lovely place. :D~ my, oh my! white sand beaches! BUT, we’re not going there for a vacation. we’re gonna get busy, actually. we are there to help a church do some activities that will hopefully further help in the church’s growth. this is one of what’s making me excited for summer.
i was absent, yeeaaah.. and you know that already, AND I’M SHOWING YOU A PICTURE! this made me laugh really hard!
LMAO.
SPAMMING FAIL!!!
notice the name of the author who commented. HAHAHAHAHA! I’M NOT EVEN A GUY! XD i’ve had about 107 or 127 spam comments (as far as i can remember) from not checking for so long.
well, that’s all for now! i will try to blog more this summer.
i’m absent again.. for soooooo long! anyway, there’s been something which is the sole reason why i’m *painfully* saying that i’m trying not to blog these days. :(( there’s this subject at school where i have to make manuscripts, and it is getting a bit difficult for me because when i’m typing, and my mind thinks like i’m blogging… which is a whole different thing from making manuscripts. i just can’t compose and type in the manner of blogging. blogposts are for reading and manuscripts are meant to be heard from the person who, at least, tried memorizing it. they’re like scripts from plays, they’re meant to be heard from the actor. got it? got what i’m trying to say here?? so, that’s the freakin’ reason why i haven’t been blogging for a while.
as usual, i’m still very busy. and instead of blogging, i’ve been currently updating my twitter account, you can follow me there. i have been quite active from updating it. i hope to blog more if ever i can. i miss bloghopping BIG TIME!
hi guys! missed you a lot. i’ll sum up everything before i go into the details… I AM SOOOO BUSY.
first of all, since the time i had my laptop at the dorm, my brother (who’s at the same school.. and dorm building- TO BE EXACT!), is the one who’s benefiting much. he has a lot of papers or requirements to accomplish and he’s the one who is putting my laptop into good and meaningful use.. while i spend my free time on other things, and i sort of feel hesitant of using my laptop for internet on vacancies, and because my brother’s requirements are obviously more urgent than my updating of my internet life. well, i guess i just can’t be selfish even if i have the right to be selfish, thinking of the fact that i’m the one who paid for its registration (electricity use/battery charging) at the dorm. i just can’t be selfish, i cannot do it, i let him borrow and when i remember the registration fee, i remind him, i get kinda upset… and yet, i still become generous. i don’t know why, but laptops have become somewhat part of the students’ necessities at our school. everyone’s been trying to have one. should i blame the professors for demanding typewritten requirements? whatever, i’m confused. should i care much, now that i have a laptop? ………… so, the bottom line is, my brother was using my laptop at the dorm, more than i did.
aside from that very long explanation, i’ve been busy with academic responsibilities and extracurricular activities. last 2 weeks (Sept. 14 - 20) was our school’s week-long foundation celebration. we had no classes, and i did no schoolwork, for there is no possible time for me (and everyone else!) to do so. the schedule of the programs for the whole week is very much fixed and tight, and all the students’ accomplishing of requirements are put on hold. even the library’s closed. and we were prohibited from sleeping during free time, we had to help in our batch’s booth. at least, on that part i had much fun from eating and selling siomai (dumplings). plus the time to bond with my beloved batchmates. and then the week after that, we were back on the academic track, which was kind of shocking.. sort of like a culture-shock. you know, you just got off from a non-academic week to a 2nd-to-the-last-week-before-finals week. and we had to catch up with some subjects and requirements. that was just last week, right? gosh, whenever i think about all this stuff, i feel really tired. anyway, there’s this other thing that made me loose myself, but i can’t tell you guys right now. it’s about the organization i am with. there are plenty of stuff that i can’t just share with y’all because you won’t understand if you haven’t been to or you don’t know our school. it’s just very hard to explain things, it would take me hours to type the whole thing. so… that’s what happened last 2 weeks.
WAIT! THERE’S MORE!! i and every Filipino will never EVER forget about last Saturday. yes, if you’re from abroad and you’ve heard about it, it’s about the typhoon, that crushed Metro Manila. from the Philippines the typhoon was named Ondoy. quite a weird name, isn’t it? well, if you’ve seen videos and pictures here on the internet, you must have been shocked, for how much damage it caused. you can watch a lot of videos from youtube. i for one made one. i recorded a short clip of the flood just outside our home, which at the same time that our home was flooded inside. here’s the video.
by the way, our home is already cleaned since Sunday, but if you want to see pictures, you’ll have to add me as a friend on Facebook. and in case, you’re wondering why i blogged today… we have no classes for a week! yes, it’s quite a joy, but not for everyone… there are still many people who are left with nothing or no one because of typhoon Ondoy. we’ll have to pray for them. people are needing relief goods, and probably are worrying about different things like, where should they live now that their homes are all washed away by the flood, or where should they get the money to bury their dead family members/relatives. it’s really saddening. i am not liking watching the t.v for the latest news because the networks are interviewing the typhoon victims, and they’re all tearjerkers. i hope you, who have read this, will help even in prayers. thanks! i hope everything’s quite fine after this week.
Winner is killing me softly. He loves September, yet today is August, and tomorrow is still August, but yesterday was August and the day after tomorrow will still be August. Amagash. Amagash.
Wouldn’t you rather be a WINNER or a divorcee? Minutes pass and people die strangely due to ice creams. Can this be it? Tell me.. TELL ME! Am I not important? WEE! text me, text me!
I cry a million tons of sea, i sip them all up too. then i cry again, my nostrils flare in colors of green and yellow. mmmm.. yummy.
Why winner, why? why September? Is it because of the leaves that turn yellow in winter. they shiver and grow weary, they stumble and they fall. one thing’s for sure: one thing is for sure.
I LOVE YOU, WINNER. but you don’t love me. WAIT! STOP! LOOK AND LISTEN! I’m talking to you Winner. don’t turn your back on him. don’t you know me? who am I?! who’s August? who’s September… and who are YOU?! you really don’t care, you are not concerned. i hope you’re happy with the new YOU.
Please… bear with me. I’m a bear. I’m with Pooh. yet, he is confusing. is his name Winnie or Pooh? or Winner? NO! Winner is the man. help me.. please. or are you Winner the Pooh? are you related? ‘cause we’re not.
September is not Winner’s. It’s mine. Stop owning hmer (him-her). Just own me instead. don’t mind what people may think… especially Pooh’s opinions. 내가, 내가. B I U A A. you know that? good. i am about to end this conversation, and maybe kill myself.
Come with me. let’s party like rockstars, raise your left eyebrow and then bob your head. who’s bob? is it SpongeBob or Bob the Builder? do you know BatBob, or SpiderBob? Bobberman? oh well, never mind.
I’m feeling strange right now, I’m loosing blood… from everywhere. I HATE YOU, Winner. NOOO! I’M DROWNING.. *gobble, gobble, gobble, gobble..* LUMOS!
this is another mind collaboration with my ever weirdest brother, Jeram and my ever weirder bestfriend, Chiui. i can definitely say that this August would be my random-est August ever. i will be publishing more random posts for the next Sundays of this month… of course, all of which are mind collaborated with the 2 weirdos. upon making the next posts, we will be assigning color codings to which line was said by whom. get it? i will definitely go for maroon, and probably Chiui will go for green, and my brother will choose pink. NAH! just kidding. happy RANDOM AUGUST!
walking is like swimming and is like flying without wings… while we run for our safety we try to wake up each other when September ends. as time passes by, our souls collide into one and you are the apple of my eye. the teeth of my suklay (comb) is the tip of my tongue.
the hands of the clock is like the lines of my earth so let us dance slowly and surely. when you feel tired and mightily sober, happy birthday to you. i hate you and i love you.
to you who is willing to die for me and for you, i will die too. tomorrow will be today and yesterday is the past because today is the future of our tomorrow. the universe is small, but God is big. What’s more is less when you love the unlovable, and the unlovable is less than what you know more… because Chicken Little is bigger than you.
SPEAK YOUR MIND, FREE YOUR SOUL, BITE YOUR TONGUE, THEN LOOSE YOURSELF.
my age, your chonny, it’s flamboyant. you’re poor, i’m in a trance. therefore, we belong together.
let’s fly backwards to the moon and back again… once more. i feel like crying, it’s like cooking without the ingredients or eating without hands. no, more like exploring the body of a hidden starfish in the ocean. WHAT?! ARE YOU A FOOL?! it isn’t what you think it is! there is no other way, but all ways and forevermore. don’t you get it?
is this the end?
or the beginning of the start of a new millennium?
the random milk box in the canteen tried to surf the net, but all to no availability. it’s hopeless. indeed, wireless connection is a necessity.
i can’t understand you. you are speaking like the wind, in a whisper, bubbling in the water, leaving no stain of love and peace… and serenity without wings. will you ever dream of baking cookies in a midsummer night’s dream? i like to shake it and drop it like it’s hot. so, let us celebrate, and make way for solitude. silence is not an option… it’s a symbol of failure that builds walls of rejection.
forsake not the sound of my voice, and eat not for 3 years. fast and make haste, keep it within your heart. so we may be healthy when all hope is lost.
these are the works of our hands, the fire that is building inside of our bodies. fan the flame, eat your vegetables, drink your milk, and read “A Swell Looking Babe” by Jim Thompson. make a short summary then publish it on your blog.
you may have noticed that this post doesn’t make any sense. YOU’RE RIGHT! that’s because it is nonsense. i did not think of all this by myself… this post is a crazy, weird mind collaboration of me, my eldest brother, Jeram, and my best friend, Chiui. what a wonderful way to start this month of August! WAHAHAHAHA!
well.. isn’t it? don’t you agree with me? COME ON! NAH.. i’m just kidding.
but… to be honest, it usually is.
i hate school, but i LOVE it. i don’t like going to school, and yet learning is such an important thing. so many things to learn.. academically and socially. and since that my school is a Bible college, i also learn spiritually.. a realization that God still wants me to learn a lot from Him. it’s undeniable that i do learn a lot. that’s the only reason why i love school. [aside from having real great friends :D]
school is taking a lot of my time lately… i’ve been involved in one of the organizations, and all i can do is to be responsible. my schedule is quite hectic, i have lots of assignments from academics and from the organization. i can barely go online even though now that i have my own laptop at school.. which is quite ironic. it’s getting pretty hard to find time for me to just go online and update my online accounts. only an assignment or a paperwork would make me use my laptop. and the fact that there isn’t any internet connection at the dorm makes me lazy enough to bring my big, long laptop outside the academic building. it seems a bit tiring for me, although silly.. it’s just that i don’t wanna give much effort for me to just go online. i want to just sit on my bed, turn on my laptop and connect to the internet. HAHAHA. i have been hearing rumors that the administration of the school has finally agreed to set-up a wireless connection at the dorm. woot! i hope that happens real soon.
that’s all for now. it’s not that i have already forgotten you guys.. i really miss blog-hopping.
it’s late at night, and my mom wants me to wake up early tomorrow. but since i feel such a great need to update, i will definitely sleep late. that’s how much i love you!
starting today is my first weekend of the first week of classes. i wanted to tell you guys about my first week back at school, but i can’t. i’m a bit tired, and i only wanted to inform my readers that since classes has started again, i will definitely be busy AND may not have that much time to update. my subjects are much harder now, i’m a sophomore student already.. and i really want to give my studies all my best for God this school year. yes, God has given me a laptop and it’s purpose is not for me to blog more, but to use it for my studies. and now that i DO have one, my parents are also expecting that i must do better with my grades. the laptop has given me a new challenge in my dorm life. whenever i don’t have classes for hours, i keep thinking if i should sleep or use my laptop and go online.. or instead do something productive like my assignments and other unfinished jobs. i have survived this week, and only this day that i got the chance to be online for quite a long period. i can proudly proclaim that… “I, KATHLENE RACHEL L. PEL, HAS MANAGED TO CARE NOT FOR HER ONLINE DUTIES FOR 4 DAYS.” i had my focus on my studies, and i’m beginning to appreciate every subject and instructor/professor i have. i thank God that He has taught me a lot about SELF-DISCIPLINE last summer vacation, it’s a bit difficult but i know He’s helping me. i’m also soooo thankful because… janajee (or ate jana.. that’s how i call her) is one of my roommates at our school’s dormitory! she’s been a lot of help to me this week. THANKS AGAIN!
i hope to visit your blogs and return your comments sooner.
i personally think that my skeletal system is quite fragile. well, i’ve got this annoying problem with my right knee. i had it checked [long ago, like a year or two already] by a chiropractor [don't wanna define, look it up in a dictionary..], who’s a churchmate volunteering at our monthly Medical Mission. he said that i have Tendonitis, there’s an inflammation of the tendon on my knee. it hurts pretty bad when i sit, stand or have it staying in one position for a long period of time.. meaning my leg should always be moved/stretched. or else, it would swell a little, hurt and would make a popping sound every time i stretch it. sometimes, the popping sound gets even louder whenever i stretched it from a very long period of not doing so. my knee would also hurt so much when the temperature gets cold. i got other bone-y problems.. my jaw locks and makes a popping sound too, my right rib cage is slightly protruded and the latest… my right arm is starting to make a lot popping noise. wow.. seems like the right side of my body is all wrong.
BUT, i do know some facts that may have resulted to this. my mom told me before that even before i turned a year old, i have already stopped drinking/feeding on milk. i am lactose intolerant.. so drinking milk is kinda painful. HAHA. maybe my mom thought i didn’t absorb much Calcium when i was just a baby. what the heck.. that sounds funny?! then again, that cannot be concluded. at sometime i was complaining about my hurting knee, my dad then told me that when he was younger he was experiencing the same pains(?) i’m having. whadayaknow! it’s probably in the genes?!
and now, even my right foot starts to hurt when the temperature gets cold. :(( it may have had a tendonitis. i was complaining about it last monday night because it started to rain so hard AGAIN, so it got cold.. my knee started to hurt, and my foot did the same. sometimes, i wonder if my body is starting to fail me. like i’m all falling apart. i have shared that to my mom, so she bought me Caltrate Plus, i started taking those two weeks ago. i’m still wondering if it’s too early for me to take those, although i’m 18, i’m officially an adult. aren’t those like MOM PILLS?, i mean like maintenance stuff for older women/people. whatever! i’m starting to laugh.. HAHAHA.
oh well, this is how i am, this is God’ s plan for my life. i should just be thankful it’s not a terminal disease that would cut my life short.
i have been busy for a few days because i had to go to the college to manage a lot of things.. enrollment and whatnot. then, of course at weekends, i’m at the church. so, this has only been my second post this month, and i hope i get past 5… because school starts next week. school anxiety is driving me crazy again, i’m feeling lazy and nervous. this sucks.
to get that awful fact out of my mind, i’ll just make a list of many thanks.
thank God because i’m enrolled and we don’t have to worry about financial needs.
thank God, the summer vacation got extended for one more week. *grins*
thank God, my dad gave me my own laptop for my birthday, and that i have an unlimited access to wireless internet connection all over the house.
thank God for my friends, all of them.. be it an online buddy or not. you know who you are.
thank God, that our church’s youth group is starting to grow in number again. [and i hope grow more in spirituality.:)]
i also thank Chiui, my dear bestfriend, for giving me a stuffed toy: Russ the long-legged Camel. HAHA.
thank God because my grandmom is going home from hospital tomorrow.
thank God i don’t have a swine flu.
thank God for the weather’s all nice again, the intermittent raining has stopped.
i thank God for my parents, for being so patient with me and my two brothers. even though they get angry at times we spend so much time in front of a computer/laptop, they don’t ground us from doing so.
thank God that this weird thing happens to me and i don’t sneak up…
good ideas or topics for my posts comes up in mind, ONLY when i am already about to close my eyes and fall sleep. oh yes, it sucks, but i do go through this every night. being thankful may not be the expected reaction but, if they do come before i get sleepy… i may become so naughty and sneak up into my brothers’ bedroom, turn on the wi-fi.. and the rest is considered PURE EVIL. the results would be: sleep so late that it’s as early in the morning, get more pimples :(, and wake up so late, get scolded, and the one thing i hate the most… a MESSED UP SLEEPING PATTERN!
all these thanks are offered to God. i hope to share more for each post i make this week. this is NOT A TAG, but if you do want to make one… GO AHEAD!
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actually, right now, my busyness has been lessened since i have finished most of my academic responsibilities. AND! there are only two more weeks (March 1 - 5, 8 - 13) and our school days are already over. 
is my school finishing the school days that early?? mmhmm… i’m not quite sure about that. stating that fact, i’m not as excited for the summer vacation unlike last year *remember my dream-came-true birthday: the laptop?*, since i’m going to attend summer classes. they say it would start on March 29. however, i’m doubting it considering the Holy Week (public holiday) will start on the last week of March… according to my Dad. it’s not that i don’t believe him, it’s just that…. AAAAGH.. never mind. i’m all right with the date thinking that it will also end sooner, maybe only until the first or second week of May. 
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